I cried last night
A tub full of tears
Well, actually in a full tub, I cried. It the time my brain slows and reality arrives
Longing
Longing for the things I love most
Family, friends, home, music, my own pillow
Longing for things I will have very soon, but not for as long as I would like
Longing
I can sometimes go for days without really thinking about it, but still it's there...in a whisper
in a pang of discomfort, in the need for a nap, in a plan regarding next year
It's there. It never really goes away, it just has less control of a moment ..... or two
I wonder, I wish, I weep
but most of all....for now........ I live, and love, and appreciate.
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